Some times life is foggy and abstract. It makes you think too much and causes your head to hurt. You look to hard at the things that don't make sence and when they finally do all it does is hurt.
Maybe some of you get this. Honestly I don't even completely understand.
But I do get pain. Some times it's fun. To indulge yourself in misery, to be the dark brooding mystery that no one understands yet everyone is intrigued by. And your not usually doing it on purpose. Most of the time you want to be left alone, but sometimes the attention is nice.
I think that's how this all started. Someone was intrigued. Like I said, the attention was nice, b